Home?

Burn to ashes
and then burn the ashes
mix it with wine
and pour it in glasses
Drink untill your drunk
drink untill your poisoned
keep on drinking 'till you fall unconscious
Sleep untill you dream
dream about a fire
a fire burning down the heart of the liar
Don't lie to your self
or you'll burn to ashes
we'll mix it with wine
and pour it in glasses

If I had a home I'll be coming home
but I'm so far from home...
Do I have a home?

If you wanna cry
cry untill you die
If you wanna die
don't tell to the others
The others have the light
the others have the fire
you just have the night
you just have the ashes

Do I have a home?


December 2005

:-"Kill your toys!"-said the clock

I fly
I fall
I break
I crawl
I play
I lose
I try
I fail
I see
I cry
I drink
I dry
I walk
I stumble
I seal
I sink
I think
I kneal
I hurt
and I die
Too young to be old
Too old to be young
My toys forsaken me
Too proud to look back
Too scare to look ahead
My toys are dead

Hours are running thru my veins
Watch the clock bleed
Minutes are running thru my veins
Watch the clock fade
Seconds are running thru my veins
Watch the clock die


December 2005

The world who sold the man

Waiting...
waiting untill
we say "here" and mean the same

Ashtray is full again
waiting for you
Glass is empty once again
I'm thirsty for your love

Listen...
listen to my heart
mouning everytime I'm far from you

and I can't help but fall asleep
to escape from loneliness
dreaming about you
fighting the world with me

Nothing matters if I am with you
face to face
in the world who sold the man
Nothing matters if you are with me
face to face
in the world who sold the man


May 2005

I=0 (without you here)

I don't know if I should stay
I don't know if I should stay without you here
Time goes slow
Time goes slow without you here
And in the meantime I look a picture
And in the meantime I tried to look for you
I don't know
I don't know if I should stay without you
Time goes slow
Time goes slow without you here
And in the meantime I light up a cigarrette
And in the meantime I try to look for you
but your not here
I don't know if I should stay without you here
I don't know

Love and Kisses by a Bleeding Heart

She took everything away
now I want to fall asleep
Love and kisses by a bleeding heart
now are drowning on a bottle
In silence flowers watching me fade
now is worse because I'm lonely
I hate you from the bottom of my wounds
Can you see what have you done?

Sooner or later you will have to pay your debts
and I'll be there just to show you things you can't live without
You don't know how much it hurts to lose
always
the poison is the first thing
And when I swallow killers of the pain
motionless I ride the night
Love and kisses by a bleeding heart
now are drowning in a bottle
And when I wake up
both wrong sides of the bed
smiling cuts my face

Someone else will have to play your games
'cause I won't be there
just to show things you can't ignore
Is so hard when hate speaks thru you
always
I have the bitter last word
Hate's always the bitter last word
Always my bitter heart rots
with this bitter brain thoughts

(Love and Kisses by a bleeding Heart is a cocktail,look for the recipe!)

January 2004

After-All

Is so easy to remember you
I just have to close my eyes
And after all we left behind
I am just a memory
carried by...
carried by the winds of time
and after all
what's left for us to take?
And after all we went thru
what's left to remember?
Smile and the clouds will go away
After all...after all was not that bad
Forget,forgive...the things we said
Erase the black seed in my heart
it doesn't take me anywhere to keep it there
And after all we said
and after all we left
and after all you said
After all I left

I'll try not to keep this inside
I'll try not to let this bleed
For all the love that slipt thru your hands like a wet glass
now I count the pieces on the floor
And after all we went thru
I look back and smile
And after all I left behind
...everything but you

I'll try to keep your smile
I'll fight not to lose mine
For all the times you shut the door on my face
another one opens ahead,
but you are not there


January 26th 2004